Games

This says it all. No need to play games. Just be real. Dont lie. And be honest.

You know the one where you call
But you act like you never called me
When you see me at a bar
and you act like you never saw me
When you're dancing with him
and you're looking at me
Or I'm holding her, and I'm hoping you see
Or the one where you don't kiss me
Then you tell me that you miss me

All of these games, we play
I can't even keep 'em all straight
Do we mean what we say
We got lines crossed all over the place, yeah
I can't tell if I'm winning or losing
Somebody tell me what are we doing
Nobody ever comes out on top
Tell me are we ever gonna stop
Playing these games

The one where you act all surprised
Like you didn't know I'd be at the party
The way you make sure it gets back to me
That you got with somebody
The way you wake up, say it was just a mistake
But you always leave something over at my place
So I gotta bring it back
Now baby why you gotta be like that

All of these games, we play
I can't even keep 'em all straight
Do we mean what we say
We got lines crossed all over the place, yeah
I can't tell if I'm winning or losing
Somebody tell me what are we doing
Nobody ever comes out on top
Tell me are we ever gonna stop
Playing these games

This break-up, make-up,hot and cold thing got me dizzy
You don't want me til I got somebody with me
It's gonna kill me
Baby tell me, what am I supposed to do with you

And all of these games, we play
I can't even keep 'em all straight
Do we mean what we say
We got lines crossed all over the place, yeah
I can't tell if I'm winning or losing
Somebody tell me what are we doing
Nobody ever comes out on top
Tell me are we ever gonna stop
Playing these games
All of these games

Something your not

You know what I don't understand? How ppl are so fake. How they lie to make themselves look good. How do you live with yourself and have to keep up with so many lies and fake..ness. it could be a reason you can't be happy. Sure you a nice and sweet person but enough with lying to yourself and others. Trust me.. I can see right through you. Be yourself for once.

Do not disturb

I know I havnt written on this thing in a long time. I've just been thinking a lot here lately and I'm thinking about putting a "Do not disturb" sticker on my heart and mind. I'm so tired of getting crapped on. I do so much for ppl and I have a big heart and I think ppl some times expects so much out of me. I'm tired of being my self and meeting people and they talk to me and act like they like me and want to see me so bad and then up and stop talking to me. Why play games. If your so scared to begin with,  then don't try to even conversate with me and get to know me. Me get to know you. I dont play games. I have a big heart and I will do anything for anyone but at the same time I don't take crap from anyone. I'm honest and blunt. I will tell it like it is. I'm not going to be your go to girl. Your not gonna talk to me monday-friday and then disappear on the weekend. Why do guys think its ok tondo that. Its not just guys I know. Its girls to. Its someone's heart and mind your playing with. Dont say your gonna meet someone and talk to them and never hold true to your word. Your being a coward or your lying about something one. I just want to find someone who will like me for me. Who won't play games. Who is honest and won't lie and pretend to be someone their not. I'm just a real girl. Who deserves to be treated like you would want to be treated.